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Pain Vacation

by Gila Teen

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1.
Churches make me nervous but I must admit they're beautiful Don't get many wedding invites but I'll be there for the funeral Oh my God do I love you I just can't seem to move my body But oh my God do I want to Oh no Purpose makes me nervous so I'm still not sold on the idea Give me a direction and I get a willful amnesia Oh my God do I want you I just can't seem to stick this landing But oh my God would I love to Oh no Oh no Oh no Oh no Oh no Churches make me nervous but I must admit they're beautiful Don't get many wedding invites but I'll be there for the funeral
2.
Palpitations 02:47
My heart skips a beat sometimes because my circulations off I don't know what to do with that I don't know what to do at all I only want whats best for me I didn't mean to miss your call I thought I'd see this coming I thought I'd see right through it all My watch skips a beat sometimes and still my savior never showed How long have I been waiting? Just one more thing that I don't know I have a dream inside my brain I put it there to catch my fall I thought I'd live forever
3.
DangerBrain 02:45
Movie theater carpet I lost my lunch outside Target I put my cash where my mouth is It's the same place where my doubt lives And is this all a computer? and don't it feel peculiar? At least I know that my flesh hurts and there's no way for this to get worse, oh oh Young American sweetheart I lost my mind behind WalMart Before the toxins had found blood I put my foot where my mouth was Is this the churches miracle? Or brand new research chemicals? I put my heart where my sleeve is There's nothing left for me to believe in, no oh It's coming up, It's coming up, It's coming up, It's coming up It's coming up, It's coming up, It's coming up, It's coming up There's so much time to kill There's so much time to kill It's coming up, It's coming up, It's coming up, I'm coming up I'm coming up, I'm coming up, I'm coming up, I'm coming up There's so much time to kill There's so much time to kill
4.
Hey! What do you know? Our home is burning down, Our home is burning down now and Hey! What do you know? The seeds are planted now, The seeds are in the ground and You Must be a sculptor, must be a sculptor and You Must be a sculpture, must be a sculpture too Please just don't miss your cue Hey! What do you know? Our home burnt to the ground The soils fertile now and Hey! What do you know? No, really, what do you know? and You Have to decide Are you a tourist? or a terrorist? and You Have to decide Are you surrounded by your buddies? Or a body of collective lies? and You Must be a treat to them Must be a treat to you, and You Must be a threat to them Must be a threat to you If we're gonna make it through
5.
This body is a murder weapon This body is an evil engine This body is a murder weapon This psyche is a werewolf in recovery This spirit is a demon in a nunnery This body is a murder weapon This body gets paid under the table This body is a biblical angel This body is a murder weapon This psyche is a first contact discovery This spirit is a werewolf in recovery This body is an Armageddon And everything that I touch becomes food for my hunger My hunger for power And everything I consume comes back to haunt me And I have become a coward And everything that I touch becomes food for my hunger My hunger for silence And everything I consume comes back to haunt me And I have become violence
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Deja Vu 01:05
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(this is science fiction turned into fact. This! is the time of rejoicing) I'll be the end I'll be the start I'll be a selfish lover I'll be the middle in the middle I'll be your blood mother I'll dip my cookies in vinegar I'll dip my cookies in vinegar I'll be a book a book of faith I'll be my fathers daughter You'll feed me lines I'll play my part and we can stage a martyr You'll dip your cookies in sweet red wine You'll dip your cookies in sweet red wine I'll be your hope I'll be your dream I'll be a rocket launcher Ego must death I'll be that death I'll be an honest doctor The movies over and it's time to go the movies over please take me home I'll be your life, Your laugh Your love I'll be a cowboy killer Our gods a corpse We're the new God We'll be a brutal winter We'll dip our cookies in vinegar We'll dip our cookies in sweet red wine
8.
Virtual Pets 03:24
(Im sorry we gotta start over) I left my body on the steps of our front porch If I'm not my body, then what is it that my body's for? I walked to the lake to stare into the void If livings a full time job, then what happens when I'm unemployed? You feel as weird as you need to feel Doesn't much matter if any of this was even real I check the time everyday at 12:34 If God is a watchmaker, then what did they make the watches for?
9.
112263 02:46
(Ah, I did the fucking thing again) Oh, darling you bring the sun You are the chosen one the sky starts to come undone I feel in my heart that You feel it in your heart Too, we got that deja vu (has been, is now, and shall ever be, November 22nd, 1963) Oh, you burn so terribly Blame it on chemistry We shot John F. Kennedy (No-no-no-November 22nd 1963) and I feel in my heart that You feel it in your heart Too, we got that deja vu (has been, is now, and shall ever be) (the morning sun lending an effective unreality, but this is very real) I feel in my heart that You feel it in your heart Too, we got that deja vu
10.
So Nice 03:50
You're gonna be so nice about this And I hope that we remain close friends It's become to painful to hold onto And all beautiful things come to an end And we were no exception I'm not quite sure how I can phrase this But you know somehow I feel relieved I guess it all just boils down to distance It's the thing that hurts, and the thing we need But there is still so much affection
11.
It's consistent I'm addicted to the feeling I've predicted that I'm not a human being Is it a bad day or a bad brain? Did you feel something in-between us change? It's consistent I'm addicted to the falling Crash landing into unsuspected startled darling But when I feel nothing can you feel it too? You are forgiving me for giving up on you.
12.
Its time to eat! Hello beautiful Hello Handsome I'm sorry, you did not reveal yourself to be human Goodbye

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Dedicated to the cast of Casa Bonita circa Late Spring 2016, John F. Kennedy, Jefferson Center for Mental Care, Albert Hoffman, the google dictionary definition of Ennui, Laika the dog who died in space, and Jesus Christ, wherever they are.

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released July 4, 2021

Hunter Wood: Vocals, Guitar, Omnichord, Lyrics, Instrumentation
Aidan Bettis: Bass, Omnichord, Keyboard, Back up vocals, Instrumentation
David Reyes Quintana: Production, Recording, Mastering, Back Up Vocals
Joshua Alderton: Back up vocals
Johnathan Hutchings: Back up Vocals
Jane Rhoades: Album Art
Shasta: Back up Vocals, moral support

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Gila Teen Denver, Colorado

Gila Teen is college rock for college dropouts, blending elements of post-punk, folk, new wave and indie-sleaze. The genre- benders eccentric songs nevertheless always seem to be a direct line into the anxieties and affections coursing through the cosmos at the given moment of listening, making them a perfect sonic prescription for heartache and longing. Stationed in Denver, Colorado ... more

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